The Pink Jellybaby

That i didn’t feel comfortable blogging at my old place. Any wonder that now i don’t like my new blog either when someone writes things like this about me:
“This time last year, I was then starting to see my ex. This time this year, he’s been seeing his girlfriend for almost 6 months and is [...]

I’ve never worked out why i’m so insecure.
Insucure in myself, my abilities, my looks and figure, my relationships. Just about everything.
Although i was bullied at school, i’ve never really be harshly criticised and i’ve not been treated terrbily in any of my relationships. Ok, perhaps they weren’t the best, but they weren’t so bad [...]

Sex sells, or so we’re told. Nothing at all will be snapped up by the consumer unless advertised with a semi-naked woman or a not so subtle hint to the fact that yes, if you use this shower gel, you will be chased down the road by waif like models and made love to [...]

It wasn’t good, i could have done without it.
I’d got all dressed up to go out for a friends Birthday. New dress, new shoes.
It had just got dark and had been raining torrentually for hours. He was driving too fast.
I didn’t realise how close to the kerb i was and it all happened in [...]

I don’t much remember the first time. My brain didn’t store it to the ‘file and archive’ memory banks. Probably becasue i didn’t think it would be anything significant at the time. I didn’t think i’d be doing it again.
It didn’t leave much of an impression. There wasn’t much blood or pain and afterwards [...]